Broken Again

I supposedly make my requirement this time but pleeeeeeasssseeee :( let me first take this moment to express what I felt by then maka move on na ko and would continue my journey kay di na kaya jud bay. By expressing this I know mawala nani nga feelings……huhubels kayuuuuuu :( LOVE again ! :( nag cge nalang jud. Grabi najud ni siya oooooohhhhhhh…

January 2, 2015, t’was my highschool classmate’s birthday and grabi baaaaaay late mi kaabot kay lage if my girl bestfriend just didn’t called me I wouldn’t go then. T’was around 8 pm when we arrived to my classmates house and when we arrived food nasad nag cge nalang pud… ayha pa gani nag cge’g kaon kay gikan lage’g pasko ug new year. Unsaon nalang jud bilbil bessssss… hahahaah No tension at all. I also saw my high school classamtes and we just bond with each other. Lain akong pamati that time kay gisip on ko and dku kahimutang kay war namu sa COC nya lowbat pajud ko. Nice start sa year no? grabi najud bessss. Hahahaha  Nag shot sila ang ako? Siyempre wala but an gyud.XD HAHHAHA after that we went to the plaza and took our unending pictures. A nice bond though. And after, there comes a fireworks bought by one of my classmates mga adunahan man lage..haahaha And then we went to my classmate’s house para mag ilis daw siya kay tugnaw around 12 na raba to ayyy nya layu kayu among gibaklay. Naa tense ko medj pru naa man akong boy bestfriend oks ra kay feels safe japun. ANDDDDDDD…..sa pagbalik namu the unexpected thing happened samok lang jud kayu bay kay wala ko kabalo kung mutuo ba ko or dili. :( Samok najud kaayu libog na kayu ko. Gapanguyab siya and I don’t know kung gabinuang lang ba siya or what. Samooooooook kaaayu gyud. :( sad face nasad. Witnessed pajud ang uban namu na classmates GWAPO RA KAAYU SIYA PARA NAKO NOT UNDERESTIMATING MYSELF BUT BASTA GWAPO RAJUD GURO KAAYU SIYA. SAMOT NA IYANG PIKOT NGA MATA… SAMOOOK KAU DIKU GUSTO MA FALL LAGE NA :( Ikapila nana na sad face bai? :(

                I was very shocked to take note nga crush naku siya wayback high school. Gabinuangan raman guro ko nila bay. Daghan sila karun aaaaayyyy and I don’t know if their intentions were good or just ga tripingan lang ko nila. Lisud kaaayu mahimung bae swear. I’m not the kind of girl mangud nga todo bigay and that they so-called easy to get. I WANT MY FIRST TO BE MY LAST. I’M STILL HOLDING THAT VOW UNTIL NOW. :(

                Balik sa scene, HAHAHAHA ana akong isa ka classmate naa daw mag regards and that wala jud ko nag expect nga siya bay. Naa sya sa among atbang that time and along 1 am naman to bay I was very much sleepy. Waku kabalo unsa iyang nakaon L nganu inana man mu boys? Paasa lge kaayu uy? :( grabiii gyd.

                Nagtapad mi tas grabi jud nakung hapak sa iya..gi torture naku syag hapak that time kay lge dku katuo. Nag eyes to eyes pajud mi. ambot uuuuuuyyyy :(  gapangatulog name and ana sya qmagtapad daw mi waku nisugot kay abi palang. Pru cge manjug sunod uy..unsa kaha na sya. Imbis sa sofa ko mutapad man dili sad mi aagi and dili pud daw sya muhigda ug di ako tapad buang no? so game! Hahaha tapad raman sad. Peru dijud ko mahiluna ga cge rako’g lihok and kung gusto ko gatindug kay diko niya gusto ipatindug uyyyy. It’s just that nice kaayu ang feeling.. ambot nganu. #FeelingSafe<3

                Wa jud napugngan , nitindug jud ko unya nilingkod sa sofa tas nag watch ug tv crime and investigation akong gipili nga category kay hoorroor baya kaykug trip. HAHAHA and by the way Criminology iyang course. HAHAHA so gakasinabot kau mi in terms of investigation kay duh! Idol kaya naku si conan J wew <3 back to basic, kay lge nakamata manpud ang pak an unya wala kos iyang kilid nya pag tan aw niya naa ko sa sofa di niabay sya sa akoa <3 with his head in my arms. Gakiligun naman unta ko bay pru dili jud pwd ay kay I know after adto illusion nalang tanan :( dili raba sya lisud higugmaon ay and He’s my ideal boy peru dili lge pwede, DILI! …. Gipalong namn ang tv di natulog nasad mi utro dili lge sya muhigda ug dku tapad that’s why nihigda nalang pud ko. Laro jud sa mga laki no? bidli! HAHAHAHA chada lang jud kaayu sa feeling ato nga time (gabiga pud HAHAHA) Sa pagmata dayun kay ana sya ihatud daw ko niya sa balay sus! Mura sad kug wa katuod sa balay duh! So waku nisugot. Unsa nalang jud diay. Peru basin didto rajud taman ang tanan ay last na diay ni ana akong boy bestfriend na nag gm sya tas this ooohhhh..

“Pag joke sini-seryoso, Pag seryoso jino-joke. Good morning. God bless :D #Juliet #Gotta sleep :D’

Mao na iyang gm nga gi text sa akong bestfriend. NAULAW KAYKO’S HASHTAG! Wala kuy number niya and wala pud syay number naku. Di pud ko mu teks uy abi palang.. HAHAHAHA END OF EVERYTHING…. SIGURO DILI LANG KAAYU KO MAG ASSUME KAY KABALO KO DIDTO RA TAMAN ANG TANAN. Kasakit napud akong maangkon...I’M BROKEN! </3 Ouchnasad!

Crazy Love

Crazy love

         Many people change because of love. People change if they meet the person special to them. But sometimes they hide it, because they are afraid if their feelings will be ignore by the person they love. And I am one of them when I meet the girl in my dream my life becomes colorful she gives me strength every time I can see her and always motivated to go to school every day because I know if I will be going to school I can see her. I am very fun of her adorable smile and also her beautiful face every time I can see those things my day becomes complete. But we all know that love is like weather you can’t predict it, and also love is painful than can kill you emotionally, because if you love you can’t expect that she will be love you back that is the reality of love, I can say that, because it happen to me many times, but I didn’t regrets the things that I did because that is reason why I can still smile like an angel.

       Entering to love is like entering war, because if you love don’t expect that you are the only one who love that person. You might didn’t know that thousands of people loves her and all you need to do is show to her how you love her in order to win to her heart. But it does not like to easy because love is unfair even though you give all the efforts, if the girl didn’t love you whatever you do is effortless because she will never love you.

       I already accept the fact that the girl I love didn’t love me, but even though my situation is like that I didn’t stop loving her. Because there are things that hard to explain and all we need to do is to follow our feelings that make us happy. Because not all the word surrender makes us defeated sometimes it is symbolize how brave we are to see the girl we love to others…ikaw nay bahala ug sabot …

                                                                                         MR. NOBODY

----the first composition sent to me by a stranger.. hahaha pinaka joker ni bay :)

      

Forbidden evol

Forbidden evol

         People in this world are growing and when they grow they are experiencing happiness and sadness. And I can’t deny the fact that I am also experiencing same to them, like instance in a family problem, but I fancy to solve all my problem in my family cased even though it is arduous. I don’t why may be, because of the person who inspired me to conquer all hindrances passed on me.

         The girl is no other than the princess of my palace; she is like a star always gleaming to my eye.

I don’t why but I always captured her directly when she is around, and the reason why my mind and heart nearer to become felony. But I believe that the cause is also the antidote, because when I can see her happy the argument cease immediately. She is my stress reliever and happy maker.

         The girl like her is like diamond hard to find, that is why I am not asking anything from her I am happy of what we have now. Because I believe that friend stays eternity ……  mr.nobody

-------this was sent thru fb. this was the second composition ^_^ joker by :)